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You won't search for me in the void
I've always been a pixel and nothing else
Something remote to pretend you're warm
But I'm nobody, a silent and incorporeal ghost
You don't need me but you know that
It's an emotionless way to fight loneliness
A sweet and sad illusion that can't work
If a ghost disappears another one will come
I won't be a scar on your leg
I won't be a reason to sincerely smile
I won't be a memory
I won't be more than an ephemeral presence
Anyway
You'll be ghosting
I'll be ghosted
You can jerk off on nudes
Some sad phantoms have sent you
Just know that you threw away
A person
I am disappearing, I am being ghosted
You won't cry, you won't search for me
You'll just reach another soul to exploit
You are disappearing, you are ghosting
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About Emotions
05:12
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Can you feel my curse?
Can you understand what it means to hate
Everything and everyone?
Please just stay away from me and from my mind
You were born to betray me I can read in your eyes
Blow your heart to feel me
How can I give you my all if I only get indifference?
I became heartless and you can't blame me
I am confused
Is it less sad to try again to love
Or to keep my hatred alive?
Occhi senza luce
Irradiano cicatrici
Indelebili e insanabili
Purpuree e dorate
Soli su questa terra
Vaghiamo ogni giorno
Senza speranza o possibilità
In cerca di qualcosa che colmi un vuoto
Che siamo condannati a vivere
At least I can say I know the truth
I will feel alone always and forever, I accept it
You are free to be deluded
But in the end you will realize
You lived alone and hated by everyone
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3. |
Calling of Razors
03:59
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Inject me loneliness just like a drug
Addicted by self-hate and solitude
I'm feeling the need of pain
Once I'm awake
I get lost
Warming cold metal please help me
Rip off my insanity
Then I can live one more day
Until I can see my own abyss
Lonely wanderer of mind shallows
I don't want to feel this sorrow
I'm afraid of a new tomorrow
And what of that wretched hollow?
I just want to feel that sorrow now
Razors call my name
My tears dissolve in rain
Memories like flames
Life turns me insane
I'm in love with you, solitude
And I keep looking for you, so peaceful
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Achuk
04:36
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As fast as you'll blame yourself
My mind will be free by hate
Pride is an understandable sin
But I will be hunting your dreams
One time guilty, one time fucked
Get off of me, you lifeless worm
Forgiveness is for strong humans
But I am weak, an iced heart
Life will punish you
As lucifer has been betrayed by the 'god'
I am a fallen man but I'll rise again
All I know about forgiveness
Is that would calm my mind
Hate always eat you inside
So if you love yourself just forgive
But you all know I fucking hate myself
And I hate even more the traitors
I'm trying to change and be the better man
But worthless people remains worthless
Bitterness is growing inside
Inside my head, inside my head
Now let me be your fucking storm inside
Inside your head, inside your head
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I shut my eyes
I wander aimlessly in the dreamlike dimension of my agony
Going through my memories and looking
As if they are only photos faded by time
What I observe is my life or just a dream?
I abandon myself to the taste of all
The beautiful moments that I've lived
Softly, as if I could ruin them
Oh sweet memories,
Would you take me with you?
In the real world there is nothing
Waiting for me
Aware of present's vacuity
I break my own earthly chains
I allow my spirit to search for the beyond
I feel like I'm hanging in space
Half asleep, no force of gravity, no pain
I'm lulled by my dream, it is filling me
With illusions of happiness
And it's taking care of my wounds
Floating on soft, caring clouds
Feel like I'm weightless
In a new dimension of peace
Forever sweet dreams
I know that when I'll open my eyes
I'll wake up in tears
I don't want to look at the ceiling of my room
And curse myself for force me to suffer
Another day of this life
I just want to sleep
Sleep forever
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7. |
The Final Crossroads
03:42
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It's time to make a choice, my friend
There are only two ways, so think carefully
The fork ahead of you will determine your fate
One road will lead you to surrender, total apathy
You will abandon every affection
Your name will be forgotten
An emotionless oblivion will rock you
For the rest of your days
No pain, no effort and no purpose
A slumber without dreams
The shortest and simplest way, take it if you want it
The other one is an impervious path
A winding climb that will never seem to end
But it will make strong your will
Fully alive again
Able to achieve your dreams
It's time to make this choice, my friend
There are no other ways, so choose wisely
I know you better than anyone else
I'm your conscience
I hope you won't disappoint me
It's your last chance
The final crossroads
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Oh Sea
05:01
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Will you stop me when I'm there?
Will you judge me or shoot me dear?
My soul is yours now, my soul now is yours
Oh sea
Take all of me
Pain washed away
Finally free
Wipe my fears
Standing here
Watching my tears
Take my last breath
And let my lungs rest
Healing waves pull me down
'till I can't hear no more sound
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Kintsukuroi - 金繕い Italy
Kintsukuroi - 金繕い is a Blackened Post Metal project from Italy.
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