25 Years Worth Waiting For

by Kintsukuroi - 金繕い

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1.	25 Years Worth Waiting For 04:38	lyrics	buy track
Don't stop my breath, don't smother me But teach me how to live outside of my bed Self isolation is my routine I want to change it, It's not worth it to live like this For twenty five years I walked alone I'm not made for this world I feel like an alien As a stranger I'm not welcome on the Earth Society kills more than a rifle It's not about love It's not about hate It's just dysthymia (which) will never end It's not about you It's not about me It's just depression (that) crawls inside of me It's not about life It's not about death It's just the paranoia, please let it end It's not about you It's not about me It's just the despondency that eats me from the inside They will hurt you, they won't understand But trust these words, you are stronger than them Once a person asked if 'a thousand tears are worth a single smile' Just fight for it to be neverending
2.	25 Years Worth Waiting For (instrumental) 04:38		buy track

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This song has been composed and recorded by Kintsukuroi - 金繕い in less than a week in December 2020 and published to break the silence between the first single-EP and the following compilation-EP, which will be released in physical format (hopefully) soon.

It is dedicated to everyone who suffers from mental issues and to everyone who doesn't suffer but tries to understand and respects people like us.

If you feel the song may refer to you as well, look for help; there's always hope. And if you need to talk with someone who can feel you feel free to write us on our Social Media.

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released December 18, 2020

R.F. Sinister - Vocals, Bass
B.G. - Guitars, Synth

C.B. - Session Drums

Composed and recorded by Kintsukuroi - 金繕い in less than a week in December 2020.
Mixed and mastered by B.G.
Cover photography: Jacopo Abbruscato
Cover model: L. (Instagram: @chansond.hiver)
Graphics and layout: R.F. Sinister (Sinister Graphix)

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Kintsukuroi - 金繕い is a Blackened Post Metal project from Italy.

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